Emo week

After being emo for almost a week, I guess now is the time for me to tune the channel back to normal. Seriously, emo did not yield me anything other than being down for these days. But why I still can emo for so many days? Because it was out of my control. I keep persuading myself not to think about my FYP problem, but it seems like haunting me by popping out in my mind at every interval of time. DAMN IT.  I am tired. Very tired. If this gonna continues until my final year ends, I guess I will be dying at the same time. Arrgghhh. Enough of that. Actually now I am still not fully back to the normal channel but I am trying hard to do so. Trying to comfort myself by telling "may be she not that hard to be communicate with? or may be she had arranged things well for us? or may be she will not suffer me that terrible? etc etc.. " Friends always said things come and solve. I know and understand as well. BUT, no one will understand my situation when dealing with her. When I see her face, my heart shivered!! Because I do not know when I will say out something that not match with her picky ears. I guessed I will continue complaining in my blog until this end may be. I hope I could be strong enough to deal with coming obstacles that she will bring me. Or may be she will treat me well then I will have happy blog title here then.

Time flies

Well, time flies. Now already week 4 and next week will be the week 5 where I will have my Test 1 from Monday until Wednesday. After months, never have test feel so hard to focus on my notes. Besides that, getting more and more assignments and reports stacked in my "to do" list. But still, I am loitering around sometimes. Thinking to work seriously hard to try to get my first class honor back or not sometimes.Of course I wish to have it, but wish is always wish not necessary I can make it even if I really put in effort. My blog now seem to be a place for me to share out my sorrow/complain more than joy. Compared to my previous blog, I will always share all the joys and fun I had in my life with photos. WHY IT IS SO?? Last time I like the "happy go lucky" phrase. Yet now, seem like not existing in my life.