Last day of 2011...

Today is the last day of 2011.. And now left less than 2 hours to 2012..

How do you celebrate it??

With champagne??

Or with firework??

I have an unique one this year...
WITH MY NOTES!!!!

LOL.. Don't get me wrong.. Not this $$$ note..

THIS IS THE ONE I REFERRING!!!!
LECTURE'S NOTES!!!

Anyway, I wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Say GOODBYE to the PASS and WELCOME the GREAT FUTURE of 2012!!!

Study week...

Currently, I'm having my study week.. First time having study week on Christmas and New Year.. The feeling was really bad.. Seeing people celebrating but I'm not.. But there are also people who are having study week like me and they seem like having fun not just for few hours but for days as they are going elsewhere.. This make me having a lot of QUESTION MARKsss in my mind..

Why they can have such activity but I do not allow myself to have one??
I'm too stress?? Too care?? Too stupid?? Too control of myself??
OR..
They are too free?? Don't bother?? Well prepared??

Sick + warmed..

I'm sick again~
I don't know how many times I fall sick in a year~
When I fall sick, my mum will keep saying "ah, don't want drink water la.. now, only keep on drinking LITERS of water.."
HAHAHA..
I guess friends who are close to me also know I can drink not more than 500ml of water a day..
So this week, due to my sickness, my dearest pama fetch me back to uni because they said I ate the medicine already so blur blur, better don't drive..
Thanks pama~
Thanks for pampering me~
Although I got no car to drive this week, I felt so warmed now~
I love both of you, pama!!!
♥♥♥

Life...

“Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.”
by Mother Teresa

From the above, I understand whatever life is.. Just do it as it is..

"We can only have "them" as our family now..
We can only have "them" as our friends now..
And we can only have one life in our lifetime now..
So treasure "them" as you can..

We might only face the obstacles in this life and not other..
We might only have the happiness in this life and not other..
So hold "them" strong as you can.."
by PYY (me~)

LOL.. Just some lousy phrases from me... :p

Untitled post...

Don't know what to write here.. But feel like writing.. I also don't know what happened on me.. Just emotionally unstable recently.. This is due to overstress by the tests I having now.. I worried a lot on my results, worrying the grade I get that will affect my gpa and cgpa which will eventually cause me unable to graduate with the min cpga I aimed.. Sound stupid right?? What for think so much?? LET IT BE!! But thing always easy to say than done.. This time I seriously failed to apply it.. Isn't I have some mental problems?? Or hormones imbalance?? LOL... I don't know.. Anyhow, tomorrow I will sit for my FIRST OPEN BOOK TEST, FOOD LAW!!!

This is the book I'm allowed to bring in..
But honestly, I again worried.. Because the lecturer did not really tell us the format and just said there will be 4Q wit 20m each.. And I required to write ESSAY where the answers cannot get just by referring this book!!! GOSH......

RIP Adrian Jay Pereira

11/11/11

Triple 11 issit a special day for you? Many people having their wedding registration day on this triple 11 day.. I can't deny that triple 11 is a special date as it will only occur once in our whole life.. But this is date and day where I attended my close friend's funeral, Adrian Jay Pereira.. He was killed at Malang, Indonesia.. Adrian, is one my close friend in secondary school especially during Form 2.. He is the only Indian guy I made friend with and close with because he was really different from other Indian guy.. I will never forget we shared our happiness and sadness together.. After we ended our Form 5, I had lost contact with him until CNY of this year, 2011, we had gathering and visiting friends from house to house.. I still remember during CNY, we chatted and he asked me why I look so polite to him.. Honestly, is because it had been years I did not meet him and I feel a bit awkward.. I really feel very regret to treat him so..

The photo took during CNY 2011 at my house..
Never thought after so long this will be the last photo I took with him...
Rest in peace Adrian, your presence in my life will never fade off... I miss you..

Disappointment..

Do you know what it means with disappointment?

Disappointment simply means "A feeling of dissatisfaction that results when your expectations are not realized".. Today I really disappointed when I was rejected by a beverage factory, Etika Beverages Sdn. Bhd. that is 5mins from my house.. I disappointed not simply because they rejected me.. Know why?? Then I need to tell the story from one month ago.. One month ago, I called this factory to ask whether they taking students for internship or not.. But their answer was "NO".. Alright then I proceed to other factories.. Until yesterday, my friend told me that she called the beverage factory and the company asked her to send her CV to them and they will consider it.. So, my friend asked me to call and ask again.. Then today, I called that factory again.. Here were the conversation we had;

Me : Hello.
Factory: Hello, Etika Beverages.
Me : I'm Poon from UPM. I would like to ask whether your company taking student for internship?
Factory: Hold on, please.
Me : Ok.
Factory: When is your internship?
Me : Next year Feb, for 6months.
Factory: Oh, we already had one candidate for that.
Me : Oh, because I called your company last month and your company said not taking student for internship.
Factory: Ya, last month our management don't want take intern student but after all, management change their mind and want to take intern student.
Me : Oh, means you sure taking that candidate already and don't want consider others?
Factory: Ya..
Me : Ok.. Thank you..

From the above conversation, you might not feel the disappointment I had.. But I seriously disappointed because they DID NOT EVEN GIVE ME A CHANCE to send my CV and directly rejected me.. I really don't understand why they don't want to give themselves a chance to choose intern student and also don't give me a chance to try!!! If they give me a try and eventually they still select my friend to be their intern student, I don't mind.. Because at least I had given a chance to try.. Fair enough.. And from this, I realized one thing.. Not all things apply "FIRST COME, FIRST SERVE".. As I had called early, but I DID NOT EVEN SERVE A TRY!!